Just checking in on my promise

I’m still working hard. Still showing up. Every. Single. Day.

I say, ‘working hard’ and ‘showing up’, don’t get me wrong here, I’m not slamming out 10hr days with high performance results. For me, right now, showing up looks a lot different than before and I’m learning to be ok with that. I’m allowing tasks that would normally take 30 mins, to take 2 hrs, or 2 days, if they need to. Which they seem to. I’m letting myself off the hook when I yet again find myself distracted. Focus is a commodity I have very low stock in now. I constantly catch myself staring out the window, deeply considering what lies ahead. What the future of humanity and business is going to look like. And that’s ok too. We all are.

The thing is, I still show up. I still do what I can. I am still serving, when I can and how I can. And the rest, well the rest is ok too. Change is constant. I am allowing myself to flow instead of fight.

Signed,

‘Keeping my promise’

~ Cheryl Wilson